Whewww!!! It's been such a very long, long, long, long, long, long time...

Anyway, since now that I got the chance to sit down and write out my thoughts...I'm gonna do it.!

My Christmas wasn't that bad as I had expected. My family and I went up to Bagiuo (where my father's family lives) and we celebrated Christmas Eve there. Since it was our first time to celebrate the occasion there, it was obvious that every kids (and even adults) have had such a good, happy time. We cooked some foods, passed on presents, and played some games - indeed, it was so much fun. We even rounded the city's market and parks with my cousins and sister. Then on the Christmas day, we went down to Pangasinan (where my mother's family lives) and stayed there until my dad came back from his flight on the 29^th. We had our clan reunion there, which was the main purpose of our going.

Adding to the fun, though, was the fact that he texted me from time to time and that means so much to me already since I know his very busy schedule. And, you just don't hear this...he was being sweet to me! He even said that he's going to give me a 'surprise', I guess in return to those kind deeds I did for him. I told him that thinking about that certain surprise would just ruin my 3^rd trimester in school for it would only cause my mind to wonder afar off - but you know what he said?! He said he is willing enough to help me if needs arises! Well, that's absolutely kind of him - considering that he has so many other things to think about and pay attention to, especially his family.

I know - I am being juvenile enough, talking about this such commomplace things about a guy in my life. As if that topic would interest other people who are reading this journal.

Anyway, 2004 have been a very challenging year to me. Aside from the fact that it was the year when I first entered college and be in the outside world, through its days and months, it has taught me so much - emotionally, spiritually, intellectually - unlike the previous years that passed.

Now, 2005 is in. 2004 is now a part of my ever dramatic life. It wouldn't be buried away, like some hurtful memories, but it would be kept in my retention for the rest of my life since it brought so much meaning and significance in my whole being. I know 2005 would bring another set adventures I need to face in order for me to be more determined and grounded in my faith. 2005 would bring more challenges, unexpected events, new people, new hurts, new memories...

I only hope I would be prepared enough to face it.