I don't know what's this. I don't want to get involved in it, either. But my flesh is very weak and it's yeilding into it every second.

This is it. A boy thing. Although I don't want to talk about it much here, it's coming out of mind and it seems like I couldn't help it.

Right now this boy thing is still bothering me. Like what I said to my friend-classmate, I really don't want to get involved into this kind of things because once I do, I take it so seriously that I stare at nothingness uncontrollably.

Really. I'm not going to mention any names because somebody I know personally might be reading this. But this thing will seriously ruin my college life. Or if not, my emotional life in college. Or if not, it will cause something good.

Whatever! I only wish this flesh of mine won't give way too much to this little sin! :)