I'm at the school internet laboratory.

Actually, my classes ends up at 12:00 this day. But I don't want to go home yet, so I came here.

Really. I just wanted some space alone and still this place is full of people. I can hardly even type a single letter, trying my best to hide this from them.

I want even a little time to be alone! I don't know why but this tremendous longing to be alone just came flooding over my emotions and I couldn't help it.

One more thing why I couldn't think straight right now is because that guy I was talking about in the previous entry is here.

Right HERE in this very room!

Nobody knows around here what is actually going on in my mind (since Nestle and Monica, the only people who knew about this secret thing, is working out there).

I am pretty trouble, for sure. I feel restless and uncomfortable every where I go. The only place I know where I can be settled is - in my room.

And, yet, I don't want to go home.

At least, not yet!

Oh! Why is this little mind of mine debating against itself!?!

Wait! I remember something! My programming subject! We had a quiz on it earlier today. And I know I missed some valuable points! Just a little missed out thing - and you loose good points! Why does programming have to be this way?!?

I lied to my mom. I told her I would be researching something for a Filipino subject when in reality I simply don't want to go home yet. I told her that Nestle and Monica will be with me in researching that in the library.

I don't know exactly what to say to her when I get home!

Oh no!! Now I'm getting so troubled!!!

Guess I better go!!

I'm done with my venting time!!!