Camp meeting has been three days up. Over all, it's been a total blessing to me. All the preachings and fellowships with other Christian have encouraged my thirsty soul. I thank God that somehow I'm here to experience such meetings as this.

I wrote in my private journal last night how I really felt a couple of days after that Camp. I said I still feel that sort of emptiness as if something is still hindering me from my own spiritual growth as a Christian. It's as if I still feel spiritually down even after all those intense preachings I've heard. I don't quite comprehend why and what, but maybe someday I'll know. Nevertheless, I'm worried that this unknown feeling would continue to grow inside and totally block my spiritual growth.